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Language of The Lost by R.I.P.

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Last Updated: 6/7/21

Since I don't exactly know how I became devoted to becoming a psychologist, with many people to meet.. I don't know how i even got here. I repeated that already. I know. I really do love my job- it's just.. that I don't feel as happy as I'm supposed too. If I'm healing, then why doesn't it feel like it? My patients.. I feel amazing helping them, because I'm also helping myself. But then I get called selfish for it and stuff.. Not only that, but when I'm trying to enjoy myself, ignoring what happened, people say I'm 'too hopeful' or 'too optimistic'. I was stuck in a dark time, really with no memory of it. I change my bulb every time, still no memory of what has happened. What if I can't help them at all? What if I have no value? What if my devotion was meaningless? What if I was just like... Who I used to be?

-Brightney!!!